Not again!!

I really, really, really hate being in college. I know I should be thankful that I have the opportunity to be here, but at the moment, I'm not!  I know that this is a part of growing up but I would MUCH rather be home where i don't have soooooo much homework, were I don't have to pay rent or buy my own groceries, where I know where everything is, where I don't cry every freaking day (just every other) :)  where I have my family...  IS it allowed to drop out of college when you have only done one semester?  I'm considering it!  I know mom, I would be soooo bored...  but at least I would be happy.  Because right now, I am anything but happy.  I know being happy is a choice and it is up to me to make that choice.  But sometimes I just have to wallow in self pitty for a while before I can make that choice!  Any ways, I really should unpack...  Things will get better eventually...